* Happy Birthday *

Hmmm. . . it's almost a month I didn't follow up his facebook updates and saw him online. I'm feeling freed and relieved from all problems ahead before I suddenly notice him at my classmate facebook photo album. Feeling some regrets for not unfriend him earlier. But something is attracting my side to look up his wall when I saw him updated his status for being sad, discourage and frustrated. After I catch up what he is doing, then I found out that his grandpa has passed away. I feel sad for a sudden and I can understand that feeling of losses relative. After that I noticed a statement that I have concern along the time. . that is he has change his relationship status to single. Then I am being silly, checking back his wall every posts and status and found out his girlfriend posts are gone. Now I am curious of what had happened this few months. Is it his girl friend dumped him or he dumped her? or is it just for fun that he is not? And I know it is non of my business. Just now I have remembered the photo that my classmate uploaded at facebook and I saw him. Honestly, I have missed him. . . I miss him so much! I can't wait for us to go back college soon. I want to see him, I want to peek on him! HAHAHA!! Ohw yes. . tomorrow is his 19th birthday! Hopefully I can be the first one to wish him ' Happy Birthday, Boy ' . Although we are not close friend but i will pray for him to be healthy always, happy always and smile always. . I will support and look upon him forever. No matter what happen, I will stand by his side. . although he already forgotten that there is someone who are close to him but far from his heart is with him always. 

MoVe oN

' ' the BEST revenge is

   just MOVING ON and

 GETTING over it.

don't give SOMEONE

the SATISFACTION of

      watching YOU suffer. ' '

Piano Battle: Taeyang (BB) VS Junsu (DBSK) 29/12/2008

I like both of them..talented KPOP boys <3

NeW ReleaSe KPOP MV & soNg

F(x) - ELECTRIC SHOCK MV


WONDER GIRLS - LIKE THIS MV


BOYFRIEND - LOVE STYLE MV


GIRLS' GENERATION - PAPARAZZI MV


BIG BANG - MONSTER MV

我想要的。。 L.O.V.E

说实话，恋爱这种 ‘东西’ 我还没有经历过；也是说我不曾谈过恋爱，有过暧昧可是没结局。可怜吧！？ 可能是缘份还没到吧。。。说白了，也可能是因为我没有漂亮的脸庞和雪白的皮肤吧。。没人要！！(>.<) 

    不过，我也有勇敢的一面。那就是放手一搏的去追求我爱的人，可是追求后的后果也蛮伤心的。不是被人批评皮肤黑，不然就是他已经有喜欢的人。最近，被拒绝的爱情也再次发生在我身上。刚开始，我们都有包持联络。但是，会有这些联系原因也只是想要以朋友的身份来多了解彼此。可是事情没有我想象的那么美好。就在3月31日那天，我在他的面子书评论板上发现到有为女生（应该是他的前女友）在他的评论板上留言 ：（反译）亲爱的，很晚了。。快去睡吧！ 他也有回复说：晚安，honey. muackss。  就在这一刻，在我心里面可以感受到一股伤心，心碎的感觉。好痛！好痛！！ 不知觉的，我的眼泪掉了下来。。哭了一个晚上。我的爱已被毁灭了。只好忍住伤痛离开他的世界。。。

    至从那天起，我决定不去追求爱慕的人了。。一切托给天来安排，顺起直然的等待我的白马王子来找我。我不要求高；只要他有点帅（蛮符合我的口味）就好了，有颗慷慨，善解人意的心和会妥协的人。不过我也希望他不会嫌弃我皮肤黑，脸不好看，有时还会闹脾气。。我敢保证，我也会努力改变，变成更美丽的自己。 ^o^

GaWai Dayak 010612

* Sharing some pictures at the day of Gawai ( a festival celebrated in Sarawak )

A pic of my sis with grandma.

Handmade ''Baram''(rice wine)

Food is prepared 4 the gawai parade...
station #3 is at my grandparent house.

Bidayuh ladies & gentlemen 

wearing traditional Bidayuh clothes.

Location: Kampung Baru Mawang