I DON'T KNOW..

I don't know if he got feeling on me or not..tat's y I don't wan to be obsessed to him. How do I know if he still loves his ex girlfriend? or if he loves somebody else? I don't have the courage to ask him more. Friendship is just a name, I wan to know him more, care about him more, it's just an excuse to indirectly says "I like you." I know tat sometime I have think too much, think tat he cares about me, he got feeling on me...but tat's just an excuse to not to disappoint myself. Please!! Tell me! tell me what's on your mind? Would you still keeping me as your scandal or dump me away and chase your girl? I don't wan to be fooled. I have been waiting for so long..no response from you. I thought about it before, if you really have feeling on me, you would care about me, message me, or at least reply my wish to show your concern.(sigh).... I don't know what to do next. Keep on my one sided love, his forever secret admirer? or ask him about his feeling and let him go..?